i know it’s pathetic that i can’t keep myself from trying to communicate with you every five seconds. but im hurting. i know i have no right to be hurting after what i’ve done. but i miss you. and my body physically aches. i literally can’t eat. my body is rejecting anything i put into it. this is by far this darkest point ive ever had in my life and the only person who can make me feel better is shutting me out. for good reason. i cant even stand to be around myself, how could i expect anyone else to?
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